December 2011
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control.
In the wake of the chaos that was Christmas, I find control to be more elusive than ever. All the holiday leftovers sitting on the counter beckon me. The harder I resist, the stronger the urge gets. I have packed on almost seven pounds since winter break started, thinking of returning to school like this makes me so ashamed. I just want to lock myself away with nothing but books to sustain me. I...
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you suck.
I know I’m not the only one who has sworn to lose weight. My ugw taunting me, leaving me exhausted and deperate. Binge after shameful binge leading me farther astray from the only thing that I want. Thinness. Purity. Perfection. Nothing else matters but my quest for size zero. I suck, I lack focus and motivation. All you guys out there like me, don’t wait for new years to start the...
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90% of girls claim they're fat and only 40% of...
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November 2011
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Help!
When I look at myself I hate what i see. I weigh 135 and am five four. I dont know what’s more disgusting, how fat I am or, my lack of self control. I would give anything to be thin. I’ll do anything. All i know is life right now isn’t working for me so it’s not like I have anything to lose. I wish I had someone who understood what I feel like but none of my friends would...
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Reblog if...
You understand what it is to be a cutter.
You understand that it’s not for attention.
You understand that it’s a release.
You understand that the aim isn’t death.
You understand that feeling pain is easier than feeling numb or broken.
You understand that emotions can choke you.
Reblog if you’re not:
disgusted, horrified or look down on cutters…
Reblog if you really, truly, understand.
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The average girl would rather have beauty than brains because she knows the...
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New Here:)
Hello to all reading, I’m new to tumblr and blogging in general so any advice, feedback, and friends are appreciated. I want to create a place to share dieting,beauty,thinspo,tips, and inspiration.