control.
In the wake of the chaos that was Christmas, I find control to be more elusive than ever. All the holiday leftovers sitting on the counter beckon me. The harder I resist, the stronger the urge gets. I have packed on almost seven pounds since winter break started, thinking of returning to school like this makes me so ashamed. I just want to lock myself away with nothing but books to sustain me. I need a fantasy world, reality can go fuck itself. Starting at this very moment I’m beginning a fast, it’s the only way to fix the damage i have done. Hopefully you all have fared better against holiday temptation than i have- much love and Stay Strong <3
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